I still believe that all the messages you mail that were dismissed, unfelt and left on read will find their way back to you in sweet words and consistent acts . In a route that doesn’t leave you perplexed or meditating. In a style where you know every word is real and every emotion is true and lies are just nothing but age-old news. Something you vaguely recollect. Something you don’t have to worry about.
I still believe that all the nighttimes you stayed up waiting for a call you didn’t receive will be replaced by hours of conversations with someone who doesn’t want to hang up . It will not feel like you’re bothering them. You won’t be the only one asking all the questions to keep the conversation going. You won’t be the only one sleeping with the biggest smile on your face. You won’t wake up wondering when the next call will be because your phone is likely to be reverberating again in the morning.
I still believe that all these dates you took yourself on will be recreated and this time you won’t have to eat alone . You’ll have the best company. You’ll stay until you shut the restaurant down. You’ll be having the time of their own lives that you’ll forget all the days you ate alone staring at the window wondering why you’re not been enough. You’ll be with someone who makes you feel precious. Person who builds period for you and wants to try your favorite food. Person who can’t get enough of you. Someone who is already planning all the other dates they want to take you on.
I still believe that all the years you felt misunderstand, unloved and unwanted will be erased by someone who knows your worth . Someone who tries to understand your complexities. Person who doesn’t think your moods are too much. Someone who doesn’t reproach you for being too deep or too sensitive or a hopeless romantic. Person who doesn’t make fun of the beautiful traits that stimulate you who you are. Someone who doesn’t army you to change in order to be allowed to impress them or please them. Someone who every little part of you.
I still believe that all the tears you wasted on the people who left or all those people who violated your nerve will evaporate and you will find a kind of love you never assured coming. You will find happiness, peace and security. You’ll find the kind that stimulates up for the disappointments and the heartbreak. You’ll find the desire that exceeds your expectations. The various kinds of adoration that doesn’t construct you wonder if it’s one-sided or if it’s all in your brain. You’ll find the various kinds of love that attains you so thankful you’ll wonder what you did to deserve it.
And that’s the various kinds of enjoy that discovers you because of all the love you’ve given, all the times your nerve belief, all the prayers you wished for and all the moments you gave your all and received nothing. That’s the various kinds of adoration that acquires you to induce you believe that your enjoy was never wasted, it was just wrapping itself up in someone who can come and give you everything you’ve been committing and.